[His looks Squall up and down, frowning a bit more]
But I'll admit, I've never 'helped' anyone so I don't really know where to start...
[Admittedly he could just use this as an excuse to beat up Squall but given this guy isn't overly friendly or bouncing off the walls he doesn't have much of an desire to just beat him up.
Give me examples. If it's the darkness inside Sora, you're a little short on luck.
[He eyes Squall a bit. If anything, Vanitas never wants to get rid of the darkness in Sora but he gets the feeling Squall wouldn't either. More of wanting to contain it or do some damage control maybe?]
I don't... want to change anything about anyone, that's not what this is about it's just...
[ he sighs a bit, his hand slowly trailing up to start fidgeting with the amulet he kept on his ear as an earring, just turning it back and forth. It was a habit he'd developed since coming here. ]
I just... wasn't able to help Sora when he became that... shadow creature... and when Aqua lost it, I knew I couldn't do anything for her or the others either. Not to mention, I completely let the fog take over me... I don't have this "magical power of light" like everyone else does. I'm just a military kid with a Gunblade.
[He's quiet for a moment. He gets that Squall wants to help but those situations are very particular.]
Sounds like you're in need of someone to give you that magical power of light than lessons in darkness... You have light and darkness inside you but darkness is all I am.
[A shadow seems to ooze from him before glowing-red eyes glare out from it. Soon, a Flood forms, twitching and scratching at the ground with it's claws like it wants to charge at Squall]
Darkness is just about control and not letting it consume you. That's why Sora and Aqua lost it because they're weak and can handle it when the darkness in their hearts become too much.
[ What the hell-- Squall's eyes squint a little as he stares at the tiny flood. It wasn't that he was afraid of it, it was just a strange creature... ]
Well... Terra was trying to help me with that, but it mostly just turned into strength training.
[ He frowned thoughtfully, his eyes never leaving that little flood. ]
How are you even supposed to "handle" either side anyway.
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That just means there's more to surprise you with then.
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[His looks Squall up and down, frowning a bit more]
But I'll admit, I've never 'helped' anyone so I don't really know where to start...
[Admittedly he could just use this as an excuse to beat up Squall but given this guy isn't overly friendly or bouncing off the walls he doesn't have much of an desire to just beat him up.
If anything this whole thing is sort of awkward.]
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[ He rubs the back of his neck as he glances off to the side. ]
I'm just... tired of not being able to help when darkness and other things like that happen.
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[He eyes Squall a bit. If anything, Vanitas never wants to get rid of the darkness in Sora but he gets the feeling Squall wouldn't either. More of wanting to contain it or do some damage control maybe?]
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[ he sighs a bit, his hand slowly trailing up to start fidgeting with the amulet he kept on his ear as an earring, just turning it back and forth. It was a habit he'd developed since coming here. ]
I just... wasn't able to help Sora when he became that... shadow creature... and when Aqua lost it, I knew I couldn't do anything for her or the others either. Not to mention, I completely let the fog take over me... I don't have this "magical power of light" like everyone else does. I'm just a military kid with a Gunblade.
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Sounds like you're in need of someone to give you that magical power of light than lessons in darkness... You have light and darkness inside you but darkness is all I am.
[A shadow seems to ooze from him before glowing-red eyes glare out from it. Soon, a Flood forms, twitching and scratching at the ground with it's claws like it wants to charge at Squall]
Darkness is just about control and not letting it consume you. That's why Sora and Aqua lost it because they're weak and can handle it when the darkness in their hearts become too much.
[He clicks his tongue a bit.]
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Well... Terra was trying to help me with that, but it mostly just turned into strength training.
[ He frowned thoughtfully, his eyes never leaving that little flood. ]
How are you even supposed to "handle" either side anyway.